Goodbye Sucks

My brother and his family took off yesterday. He was nice enough to knock on my door and said goodbye. I shook his hand, put up a smile and closed the door.

 

Earlier that morning, I've seen videos of smiling and laughing people on the youtube.. so that when he say his goodbye, I'd have a smiling face.

 

This is absurd and heart aching in the same time. If you feel like laughing.. well, that was part of my intention.

 

I'd go to the end of the world. And not be here right now.